Song of Thomas

In the spring of 2006, I left the security of a settled ministry position in the Indianapolis suburbs and embarked on a journey to plant a new church in downtown Chicago.  During the time of transition, I went on a retreat in Florida, and just before starting the retreat, I was honored to fill the pulpit at United Church of Christ Congregational and Disciples in New Smyrna Beach the Sunday after Easter for my dear friend and colleague, Rev. Sarah Lund.  The text for that week was that of "doubting" Thomas, whom I am convinced gets a bad rap throughout history.

Thomas' questioning, his desire for proof, didn't hinder his faith.  Instead, his reaching out a hand in the dark meant he was able to touch another's pain and to believe.

In writing my sermon, I felt inspired to write this song - partly about Thomas, but mostly about me.

Song of Thomas

John 20:19-31, Easter 2C

Words and Music by Rachel Frey

It’s a scary place

This place here without you.

It’s a scary place

   We long to lock our doors

   We know what this world can do

   It’s a scary place

Chorus 1

     And I will not believe

     Until I touch your wounds

     And I will not follow

     Unless I see you’ve been there, too

It’s a scary way

The way to follow you

It’s a scary way

   But we cannot stay inside

   The world needs to hear good news.

   But it’s a scary way

Chorus 1

It’s a scary life

This life you’ve called us to

It’s a scary life

   But we can step out in faith

   ‘Cause your word of peace is true

   What a blessed life

Chorus 2

     My Lord and My God

     I believe.  I touched your wounds

     And now I can follow

     Because I know I walk with you.

Copyright © 2006 by Rachel Frey.  All rights reserved.